oh my GOD.
I just want to scream.
Nobody around me lets me have a bad day. It’s always “you don’t have time for this- gotta move on- keep going- can’t be upset- no time to complain or feel sorry for yourself.”
Which is cool. I get it. I agree.
But then why the fuck does everyone of those same people constantly come to ME and emotionally vomit all over me about their bullshit shitty bad day/bad year/bad life.
I have no where left to complain and no one to complain to. Not even the internet. This is my last corner of the internet that hasn’t been infiltrated. Probably not for much longer.
Last night I dreamt that a mysterious deity told me the location of a secret, undiscovered treasure in a tomb beneath the great pyramid at Giza.
When I got there I couldn’t find it. Instead I discovered that a giant shopping mall had been built under the pyramid.
:/Ugh… I really want to go back to school and finish my degree. Instead I feel like I’m going to be stuck at the mall forever.